So many things I want to say br But I am so scard to say br br when I do have the courage to tell you br I never can get to you br br it's like you dont want me around br not even as a friend did you forget you said i always want you around br br but I guess you lied about that too br after everything I still cant believe you br br You still go through my mind everyday br And there are so many things I wish I could say br br but now it is just thoughts that will never be heard br and that is such a waste cause they deserve to be heardbr br Matthew Mashburnbr br