don't judge me too soon, br i'm not trying to be understood. br i'm not looking for your pity, br i'm just the product of a fucked up childhood. br if only they could see, br if only they tried. br they should want to get to know me br if they could just stop trying to decide br whether i'm good br whether i'm bad. br what's my mood? br am i happy or sad? br i've never been either, i dont feel anymore, br i'm numb to the pain br since she walked out the door. br the whole world sees the i'm empty inside br my heart's been left broken br why am i still here? br i'll leave you to decide.