Christians you believe in something I cannot br There is no logic or reason br Just thought br Like the weather changes its seasons br So do my decisions br br I wish I could believe in a blind religion br But I can only believe br If there is an understandable equation br br To see you with such certain br That it is all true br It creates such a burden br I think my life is being screwed br br I wish I could tell myself br Everything will be all right br That hate will be on a shelf br Never to see the light br br I go to youth br Where I put on my disguise br A Jesus fish br Now they can’t despise br br I wish I had no fear like the Christians br They are held in God’s arms br Forever in oblivion br Safe with no harms br br I fear that I do not fear enough br But again I cannot believe anything without reason or logic br It is like Math and science br br 1+1=2 br it makes sense br God+Jesus+Spirit=Love br Yet it can also equal death br br God smites us br Jesus died for us br And the spirit takes our souls from us br Death is related in all of thus br br Live to die br Die to live br Poor to be rich br Rich to be poor br br Freedom of choice br Our gift br Some how though this choice br Doomed us all to hell br br Deny me and be doomed! br Is what He says br One who loves us so much br Hates the fact we live br br Die Die Die! br You are mine! br Here in heaven br Perfect for you and me br There is no decision br Your life is over! br To forever worship me! br On your knees for eternity!br br Fidelis Patronusbr br