i have made a mistake br i have made several mistakes br they all started when i left you br and i have tried in vain br to kill the pain br but the pain is killing me br can't go back and change the past br must move forward br barrel on thru br like a lorry with all the brakes out br i may try to pump the pedal br but i can never stop br all the while i lick my wounds br i made my bed br now i must sleep in it br even tho br i would much prefer br to sleep on the floorbr br Rev. Dr. A.