cold grief or demented vacuum? br br grey head in coffin br suicide neck br br drunken sorry note (with misspellings) br something nice about everyone (i love you) br debts owed to companies (many thousands) br punk kids from the other marriage (haircuts at the wake) br br martyrdom of dust and tedious fear br br ordinary con job br with thank you notes and symmetry br (the wife who found his body)br br Jimi Doylebr br