Every other timeI drownedI livedto tellthe tale. br This timeI leavethe tellingto you. br I considerthisan endin itself. br You may sayI'movercomewith despairand diveintothin air. br You may sayI giveof myselftoo freelytoo nakedly. br You may sayI stripminemy lifeand let the topsoilerode. br You may saythis slagis all that'sleftof my heart. br You may sayI welcomethe blacknessbeneath me. br You may saythisfinal diveis myswan dive. br You may sayI enterthe waterwith scarcelya splash. br You may sayI leavemy lastactto yourimagination. br br My stripteasein darknessis done.Tell ithow you will.