She dares not speak of the past To many life's will it destroy. br Those who look at her and judge, Know not the secrets she hold. br The men sitting beside her whom everyone adores.Are the men br that stole a little girls life away, br She watched as life for these men turn to gold, No one could handle br the truth if they knew what hides inside.A little girl now at the age of 45. She learns it all Begin before br she was five.Now a woman she realizes and ask what happen to the br little girl she never knew, That holds secrets of the past.What made br her run and hide inside her self before she was 14.What made her br mind go blank.In order for her to survive.No child hood did she ever br have.Bits and pieces haunt her dreams. br The woman wants to meet the little girl she never knew, Find out what br happen.Until that time she'll never be whole. The woman is searching br for the little girl that got lost along the way.The little girl is searching For the woman to tell her secrets. Of a past long forgotten. br Sometimes at night when the woman wakes from memories long forgotten. br With tears in her eyes she longs to be held and loved. To tell of the things she recalls That comes in her dreams, But she knows this can never be.She also knows she only survived by the grace of God, And there is no knight in shining Armour on a white horse to love and rescue her.The woman and the little girl within knows.They were never meant to be loved.So they except.Being along and that being abused, lost and unloved. Is how it was meant to be.Don't cry for me are the little girl hidden deep within, For in the woman an little girls dreams.There will always be that knight in shining Armour to rescue them.