Will I ever be forgiven br for simply being born? br Will I ever forgive myself br or will I always feel this torn? br br It's easy forgiving others. br I feel they need my love. br Then why do I only feel I deserve br the angry push and shove? br br To see what should be done. br It's all so clear to me. br But telling my heart to feel that way... br It simply just can't be. br br I'll keep on pushing forward br throughout this awkward strife. br One day we'll all be happy br and laugh at this crazy life.