We were never br traditional lovers- br but we were br very good at being br conventional fuckers- br br br The time was convenient br I suppose br and to this day I remember br br In vivid afterimage br br the rhythm I used to ride you- br and how you'd shudder br and spit a foul stream of semen br into my ripe body- br br I remember br in greater detail br how I'd puke br the taste of your tongue br for hours after br you'd left the front door br swinging open- br br As if br you were inviting br another pervert in br to take your place br - br these were your friends, br cold hearted pedophiles br who drooled br at the sight of my br young, plump tits- br firm and sweet br like that apple br poor ol'adam just had to eat. br br And later br I was forced to say br ' I love you' br in some warped way br br By composing mad poems br on your bohemian skin- br it was the only language br I could cipher myself in.