I cannot control the ingested hate i am feeling br i want to explode br i am so stripped of moral right now br i fail to see the point br the love i once possessed for you is rapidly turning into hate br br i dont want to feel this way br i dont want to despise you br but i do br i hate you br br i hate the way you have made me weak br i hate the way that you have won br i shudder at your memory br but tremble at the thought of your touch br you have polluted me br i am no longer sound br i am broken, damaged, who will want me now? br i curse what you have done to me br my spirit is broken br i will never love br you have taken that privillage away from me br i will never allow myself to be so naive again br br you have destroyed mebr br Carolyn Vuleticbr br