I find myself praying to Jesus br When once again br I’m lost in an unsympathetic city br Feeling lovelorn and alone br Or utterly disgusted with myself br For some abandonment or abuse br Of a fragile and beautiful friend. br br Certain days are drunk in the daylight, br Certain attitudes are vile and disgraceful, br Certain failures in matters of faithfulness br Destroy the soul. br br I’m walking by a park where I played br When I had an innocent heart.