I sit here alone on this windowsill, br Watching the raindrops fall br And doing its tap dance br Like endless tears of sky above. br Heaven has let go of everything. br I know you’re all asking br “Why can’t you do the same – br Just let go and start new? ” br br You will be happy br To see me smiling like before br Forgetting everything br That is killing me br Or should I just run away br But will you ever know br Or rather would want to know br My pain and my silent tears? br I am not some gallant hero; br I cannot fly, nor reach so high br I am on the plain ground, br and everyone’s in the sky. br br May be you should go away, br Leaving me on the floor br Perhaps I’ll stop crying br If you just shut that last door.