My head slightly tilted br My eyes halfway shut br I lean against my door br Listening as they scream br br My heart beats faster br My eyes burn br I close them shut br Refraining the tears to go br My family isn't perfect br My family has problems br Why do I always feel br Like its always my fault br Blamed and yelled at br My heart skips a beat, Listening to what she says br When she finish yelling br When she finish whining br All of the sudden I start crying br My mothers not with me br She's not doing so well br She needs money or stuff to sell br My fathers gone br He's with another br I wish he never left mother br I don't talk to mom br I don't talk to dad br There like people or parents, that I never had br I look at a book, one witch mother sent my aunt br Seeing a me as a baby, in the arms of some lady I cry all night, or hum a song br Wondering where do I really belong br My eye's burn once more br The tears i try-ed retaining br slid down my cheek, falling on once a happy family.