Am so afraid of how you feel br Listening to what you’ve said br Chills me to the bone br Our whole existence is on shaky ground br How has it come to this br Or has it always been this way br Lonely on the inside and lonely on the out br br br Angry at you for having this weakness br Beating myself up for being so hard br Unable to see it from your perspective br Seeing only instability on your part br Even though I love you so br br br I don’t know how to deal with this br Stubborn strength has always been my strong point br br br Never been one to give in easily br Or admit defeat in any way br Therefore how can you, my man br br br Are you not in control of what you do br Needs and wants br Against who’s will do you keep drinking br Don’t you see that you can stop br Determination alone will conquer br I want to help but don’t know how br Can’t understand the actual problem br That is a problem in itself br I feel like I don’t really know you br Or even worse, don’t know myself br Need to sit on this a bitbr br Scarborough Gypsybr br