I dance even when i don't want to br I have many wants br Even more don't-wants br I'm just a lonely heart br Yearning for a beautiful ending. br br People look at me like they know my life-story br They talk and boast as if they shape histories br Some people think they own the world br Some other don't feel quite belonged br They wish to leave this tragic kingdom almost immediately. br br I'd like to think life is beautiful. br Would like to stop and smell every flower i see, br Would like to talk to strangers at the bus stand. br But i know, behind every smiling face br There's a sad story carefully concealed br There's insecurities neatly wrapped up. br br So one day, i concluded, feeling pretty is a sin br I was told 'For every love letter written, there's another one burned.' br For every smile i fake, there's another life gone br So I guess i'd rather feel ugly and save souls br Would rather have darkness surrounding me.br br Lara W.