I would like to meet you br Desperately need to learn your name br One of these days, br One of the days when i need you, br I'd like you to be there, br Please don't fail me the way others do. br br Like a lover would br Save me, from everything i know br And everything I don't wish to know br I'm weary and jaded br My young heart doesn't grow gracefully br Do I have to wear a tag for you to finally see? br br I'm so alone br I think God knows br I run, I crash, I burn br If I speed and never look back br Maybe He won't notice me? br I cry behind my sunglasses br I shiver in my car br No they cannot see me break, br Big girls don't cry. br br I sleep like a little child, br Beneath the blanket I would hide br And like a scared, lost child br I only want to hear good things br So don't terrify me with any of your war stories, br Or teach me about the poor, homeless man. br br Must remind myself to breathe, br To walk ahead, and not fall off br I check my reflection in the mirror, br To ascertain my visibility br Cause I feel so plastic br A cheap, cracked polysterine, br Waiting in line to die. br br And like a broken child, br Like a curious innocent, br Who feels deeper than any other souls, br I wander like an orphan br Seeking for a house that feels like home br Only in my dreams, br You're always there to save the day...br br Lara W.