I heard you all talking br I heard you say my name br why do you always think br that I am the one to blame br br br why wont you accept me? br why cant I fit in? br just 'cos I dont dress like you br and I'm not stick thin br br she deserved it anyway br she always caught boys eyes br wearing tight tank tops br and skirts that showed her thighs br br I can still see her pathetic face br wimpering in pain br the dagger thrusting in her chest br rusted by the rain br br I hear her calling out to me br I hear her shouting 'please' br drowning in her sorrow br begging on her knees br br I take a knife from the drawer br I hold it to my chest br sitting on the kitchen floor br I put my soul to restbr br Ruby Mae Heardbr br