Through all the drama br I'm still standing strong br My husband still thinks I'll be back br But I know I'm not wrong br br He just doesn't get it br Staying would only cause us pain br Everyday of not wanting to be there br Would drive me fucking insane! br br What he talks about the most br Is that I've lost so much weight br The only thing he seems worried about br Is that I'll start to date br br He doesn't really know br That I've been doing it for awhile br I seriously don't want to hurt him br That's just not my style br br Without him, I've changed alot br My weight, clothes, and hair br I'm so much more confident br I don't always feel in despair br br It was actually a relief br To finally be on my own br For the first time in my life br Still, my past I will not disown br br Our children will always remember br The good times and the bad br And I know from experience br That at times they'll get sad (or mad) br br At some point they'll even hate me br But I do think this is best br We'll all come through just fine br One of life's biggest test.