He sucks out my brain when he speaks br And I'd like to cup his in a glass br Watch it monkey dance like mine br My fellow gemini br I watch him on the phone with an ex br Who just got married br See him smile while his stare dry cries br I know he wants to die br But it is only a moment to pass br While I harass br Some guy sitting with us for a story br br He tells me he's shy br And it's such a lie br I know it coz I feel shy that way too; br Talking non-stop about nothing br Telling my day in picture words with no feelings attached br Then suddenly too obviously to be taken seriously br Gleefully we declare that we are priviledged br I couldn't be anything else br Neither can he br br He drives fast to go wait for time to slow br I laugh hard from deep inside my throat coz I know br That life is a laughing matter br He likes that most about me br Funny... br Kisses my cheek twice br br He'd asked 'do you want to go out? ' br And I'd said no br So he said he'd be over in ten br My hair was a mess but I wanted to have dinner br So I looked for a black dress br Loved it coz it made me look thinner br Walked out the house a different person br Got here but won't eat; br I don't want more than the scene now br I eat people br He knows br He eats people too br br He calls the way I used to do br When I thought I was in love br I wake up feeling for my heart every day br Pat, pat... shrug br It's not there br But my smile won't fade away br It blazes bright br Tears? br Gosh, they make me feel broken and abnormal! br A note to myself; br Maybe I need to tell him there's no heart br I am paper and ink; br I watch and I think br And can't feel any of this br Nope, not really br Yet he should know intimately br The pain killer of gemini bliss.