The past, it may be over br but is it really changed? br I wish I could forget it br but my life's still rearranged. br br I'm always told I'm 'different'. br There are things I just won't do. br These things that make me strange to them br I owe them all to you. br br Because of how you were then br I swore I'd never be. br Somehow I lost myself in this br although I'm finally free. br br I won't even look at alcohol. br Oh gosh, no way...no how! br My kids will never see me drunk. br Not later and not now! br br You'll never hear a curse word br be uttered from my lips. br Although I may be thinking them br while my hands are on my hips! br br I seem like such a nut case br to all who don't know why. br I don't waste time explaining... br I couldn't even try.