Pain is watching your mother take her last breath br Pain is seeing the doctor announce her death br They said she could hear, till the very last br Whispering I love you mom, I forgive you for the past br Trying to hold back emotion, biting my lip br Knowing any moment she'd be taking that trip br Fighting back the tears, I was totally numb br Chewing on my fingernails and biting on my thumb br The time passed so slowly, while I was in shock br I'd sit weeping for a while and then take a walk br Oh mother don't leave me, I just found your love br I knew it had to end, she was needed above br Her suffering finally ended, late one night br Angels took her home, when she gave up the fight br Now all I'm left with, are many memories of pain br The nursing home killed her, cause her to be slain br I will fight till the end, for her you see br I don't have dementia, they'll have to deal with me br You love them and you think you give them the very best br It's a home of horrors, by now you've guessed br They made plenty of money, for her to stay br Closing them down is what I pray!br br Donna Nimmobr br