Down a long, lonely, dark dirt road, br i drive br Sometimes i wonder if i'm still alive br Darkness in my heart thrives br Wishing i had other peoples lives br br in my heart i am alone br br I am alone in my darkness br I wonder where the light is br Where the laughter, color, happiness is br where my family, friends, real life is br br the darkness is my home br br and in my home i have no sense of up, down, left, or right br I don't even know day from night br i might as well have no sight, br my home is empty, it has no light br br in my home the darkness drones br br the darkness is so quiet it's loud br arround me the soundless noise crowds br a broken heart the darkness shrowds br this darkness almost makes hate crowd br br my darkness, br lonely darkness br all by myselfbr br Joan Johnsonbr br