tried transfixing the time again br fill the jar with enigmatic thoughts br cast aside all the 'spit me' clauses br now voices still in my dreams br calling, cursing and all the screamings br guess he's finally losing it br br pressurising... br preassuming... br prepossessing... br br tired of transfixing the time today br leave the lies nevermind the bullocks br in the altar both of us shall befit br send down the presage by all means br if I'm really meant br to feel like this.. br br I can't be calm br I will be down br I understand why they say to live is to die br br this isn't working today br nor tomorrow br hope it isn't working again br no...