The cathedral of horror is built inside of me... br Involuntarily trembling... br I can hear your words, br Your whispers and screams br Are surrounding me, br I can’t think! br br I can’t control my raging feelings, br The trembling is so strong! br I cannot control myself... br My eyes are crushing, br Under the weight of my tears... br br The chainsaw of feelings is cutting me deep, br Deep enough to hit the bone, br Deep enough to make me tremble... br I look into your eyes br And all I can see is rage! br br The church of happiness is damaged, br All of its bricks fall down on me, br I’m trying to escape this wreck, br But I cannot! br br I am stuck here, br Like a shark in the sea! br br I can’t breath anymore! br I do not wish to hear your loud cries, br I do not wish to see you cry... br I’ll let myself be crucified br And cut to pieces by you... br Just make sure I live br To see you cut me, br I live to see how br Your chainsaw br Goes through my flesh, br Goes through my bones, br Make sure I bleed to death! br br ©Elya Thorn.