I've said ''No gift's a bad gift''. br That's what I use to say... br Until I opened up the gift br I found on Christmas day! br br I tried to fake ''I love it! '' br I tried not to let it show... br I wonder if they noticed br when I lost my ''Christmas glow''. br br They had no way of knowing br they had bought my biggest fear... br for what they wrapped up for me br was......