Gotta try to still be happy, br have to be someone i'm not, br the rising tide is trying to drown me, br and it comes in quicker then I can swim. br br Crazy thoughts are coming to my brain, br Everyone's disbelief in me, br is driving me insane. br br Depression - br Can't have that - oh no, br that's just me 'attention-seeking'. br br Sick of trying to everyone prove, br that i'm better - and smarter - br then they first thought, br they have finally crushed me, br with their sharp black hooves.