Today I spoke to one of my male teachers br He was really kind to me br He gave advice, was really nice br And is helping me when I need it br br He has given his time up for me br Now that's dedication br I don't know any other teachers that would do that br All throughout the nation br br He is more like a friend than a teacher now br I know I can trust him with what I say br I've not told him the most important bit yet br I don't know what he'll say br br I can't tell him it all, or can I? br I just don't want anyone else to know br They'll call me a freak and hurt me again br My mind is too and fro br br I can't cope anymore, it's so not fair br What will he say when I tell him br Will he think i'm a freak br Or will he just help me br br That's what i'm looking for br Help and guidence br Throughout my life br Because at the minute it is just a mess! !br br Becky Ginnbr br