I can not say br 'I understand your pain' br when your pain I haven't been through. br br I can only read your words br and tell you that 'I care'. br br Suicide is hard to understand br for the one that is left behind, br It's harder if the person left behind is a friend br and you have not 'personally' been affected, br by what they are dealing with. br br But, even though, br we have not been through it ourselves, br know that we deeply care, br and although we are halfway around the world br for you, br whenever you are in need, br we will always be there.