it is not the words i say that bother me br but rather the words i do not say, br the thoughts the impulsive side of me br is dying to say which are never said br for the sake of propriety and which br probably could not have been undone br if they had ever been expressed; these br unspoken words never incite anyone to br anger or disbelief, shock or dismay, and br are then the safe harbors in which i remain, br the embarrassment i never have to bear, and br the love that is never expressed to anyone.