I remember you standing there br as if you had nothing to fear br With no hate br No seeming torture or sorrow br You hugged me br You told me you loved me br No matter what might happen br No matter what you might do. br br I had never knew br The horror of the things you might do br Why could you not tell me br prepare me for the pain br I might feel br For the pain br That will never heal br Did you only think of yourself. br br That nigh you left br togo br 'home' br you said good bye Ill be back tomorrow br But would you, Could you? br Did you come back? br No. br br But still, br I will love you br Till death and then on br For you were my sister br My number one br You not living br Isnt much fun. br br So till death and then on br You will be in my memories, br This sorrow is a fee br I have to pay. br Until I see you on my Judgement Day br br Till Death and then on br You will be my number one.