jeez I thought here’s br this lady I have the greatest br respect for and she br comes out with this holy crap br and holy shit stuff br br so yesterday I was br walking through the br winter-wet tufted grass br of the field they keep br the cows in this year br avoiding the cowpatties br the outside tap for br gumboots is frozen br br and stopped and looked at one br fresh and steaming br the way you do br and the cow down the field br looked at me with that br not very enquiring look br they have but today br it came across as So? br br and I remembered br the milk that morning which br had that layer of extra br spring cream br and the roast beef br smell when the kitchen br door’s open on a br spring day and it all br linked up later br br as I got home and sat br contemplating br the bathroom fittings br as one does and br thought br br holy shit yeah br the lady’s right br br br (for Mary and PoHo)br br Michael Shepherdbr br