Having those tremendous nightmares br when theres chills throught the br cold blooded body. br as your not here to warm me up. br Im stricken stiff and im missing you br you can never be here. br Seeing you only everyother day or week. br My heart aches when your not here. br Graduation in in the dark blue cap and gown. br the ignition began as im dricing br 6 hours away. br br I look beside me as an empty seat awakens. br I cant keep going as every minute ticks by br all I can think about is you. br The car stops br as trears begin hitting the wheel. br The bright light is ablinding br how it happend. br why did this happen to me I dont understand br I should have followed you and given up my dream. br because now all i do is cry, br for you.