Behind my eyes I softly cry holding this pain so close inside br behind my smile I slowly frown as my tears come rushing down br a feeling inside I tried to hide suppressed by my deepest fears br and I still feel the pain after all of these years br Think of what you put me through the tears I cried br and feelings that would not subside br I trusted you to no end but you betrayed me even as a friend br though I still love you and probably always will br I blame you for my heart ache and the reason my tears fell br I forgive you for the bruises on my heart br and my whole world just falling apartbr br sonia lujanobr br