Wow looking back on December 15,2004, br Still haunts me, br The coldness, the rape, that hate I feel inside, br I try my hardest to cope with it, br I hope he goes to jail with no bail, br I hope he dies for what he did, br When the time of December 15, it hurts me to smile, br You have caused me pain, br Caused me to cut myself, br I wanted to die, br I wanted to cry, br I wanted to scream for help but no one heard me, br I feel dirty, br You made me feel a shame of myself, br You made me blame things on myself, br Every is my fault, br Its all my fault that you raped me and hurt me, br The pain I feel, br The tears of sorrow, br The things you have done to me, br It hurts to cry, br It hurts to say that this December 15th will make 2 years ago, br But it hurts me that I am a rape victim.