I have everything I could ever want: br The love of a guy, friends, and family who care br Yet depression takes over half of my heart br I wait till the worst takes over me br Yet I can’t let go the desire to bleed br I promise I won’t br But how can this be br Can’t you hear my silent scream? br I promised I wouldn’t cut too deep br I can’t stand to hear you cry br So I gave it up once and for all br I look at the blade br But I just turn away br Have you ever been so proud of me? br Yet I Can’t help to still feel br This depression of what I can’t explain br How can I be in this much pain? br Because of you I won’t look at my vain br You say that you don’t understand br Why I could feel this with my heart in your hand br So tell me why I feel so bad br Why does depression take over my heart?br br Erin Stackbr br