So charming, one found him amusing: br though, even right from the beginning br he didn't know how to love women br cared nothing for loving and giving br while worshiped through earning a living br had squandered such savings on sinning br at liberty quaffing and sipping br negligent, wounding, unthinking, br let loose the tongue's excessive prating br and blasphemed which sounded so frightening; br when dog like haphazardly mating br remorse and compassion were lacking br brutal, the grip held kept tightening br oblivious as the web woven br yet floundering, barely surviving; br treacherous, insecure, wavering br and night after eve slowly sinking br unyielding, that ole Demon's drinking! br br June 2006 br br First hand experience of a drunkard.br br Gillian.E.