i should've shot mii self. br got it all over with. br cuz onlii lord knows all the pain i went thru. br so i stop and think about all that i have. br may not be much but it's lord you I live for. br so i dropp mii gak. and i dropp to mii knees. br i've cried all night about what God has for me. br So i pray to da lord 'please help me'. br and i pray for my homies out in da streets br gettin banged up and gettin blown away. br I kno ya skeptical about wats going on with me. br but dont trii and figure it out.