in my dreams im lost in a sea br of happiness and joy br br numb to the feelings of the outside br world br br im lost in dreams that dont make br sense because they dont have to br br escaping the painful world br outside br br my own created world, my refuge, br my safe place br br here i can not be hurt br br images look as though they're br alive vividly in my mind br br dancing around an imaginary fire br br but since you left all i have is nightmares br br my tears fill oceans and i drown br for an eternity br br blood seeps from every inch of br my lifeless body br br my heart is broken and the shards br pierce my skin br br my refuge now torn, broken, tainted br br your voice haunts me still in br my dreams br br as you break my heart over and over br again everytime i close my eyesbr br Melissa Broomheadbr br