I watch the world from my room br Waiting for sleep to come br Staring up at the ceiling br Wishing I had a gun br I'd shoot myself br I'd end my pain br Knowing that in the end br I'd lived in vain br And I'd lie to the angels br Say you gave me my death br Then I'd sell my soul br Because I'd have nothing left br I'd look into Heaven br And at the gates be denied br Condemned to Hell br Because I lived a lie br br And I watch the world br From inside my room br I lay there and know br This place will be my tomb br I pray to the angels br That they'll just let me die br I'm tired of living br This miserable life br I'd have a knife br Clutched tight in my hand br And I'd pray in my head br Hoping God understands br But I'd be damned br And sent away br When I got to the final br The Judgment Gates br He could never understand br That I really did try br He would just see it br As My Suicidebr br Tatianna Rei Moonshadowbr br