How long I’ve to bear this secretive regret br That heavily burdens each and every limb of mine br Never have I done such a shameful thing br Despite persistently having chilly response br I used all the means to explore myself br Before the apt one according my belief br Roared my pride always from an unknown spot br And robbed me of that very pleasure of self-disclosure br My soul mourned in piercing pain and humiliation br For letting myself down before someone br By telling without restraint br How sharp and deep my concern had been br I could have chosen nothing except what I did br So as to sustain myself and to melt my icy mindbr br Rajeswari A Vbr br