i woke up br my body was cold br i climbed off the bed br i tried not to fall br i couldnt see br everything was a blur br i remember being beat br before i reached unconciesness br i heard them speak br they talked of blood br and the next chapter to br the book of shadows br i felt the blade br but it didnt hurt br i couldnt speak br maybe i couldnt even breathe br all i know is right now im in the hospital br laying in the bed br i hear the breathing machine behind me buzz inside my head br who makes the decision?br br alisha gonzalesbr br