I seek comfort in your presence br in all the little things that we enjoyed together br Little did I know that it is your absence br that is binding me together br to our joys... br br Simplicity & Innocence lent you your charm br In life and strife you have been my balm (your soothing presence in everything) br And all the these little things that you have passed on to me br are what keeping me free br from life.. br br As realization dawns br Joy mingles with sorrow br I realize that what I have been feeling (and continue to seek) is not joy after all br Joy in isolation? br Numb... br br Planted a tree br And never watched it grow br the tree yearns for it's caretaker br Though it knows it will never find her br Again....