You see me smile br And talk to other people i know br But what; s behind this smile br You'll never know br br This smile can be a lie br Cause i only smile for pretend br It hides the pain i hide so well br But in this cruel world you never can tell br br I have nothing to be happy about br All i known was pain and misery br The pain runs so deep br But i can pretend i am ok br br I hate to decieve you like this br But it''s the only way br I can stay br Alivebr br Laura Hollanbr br