I only loved the idea of you br A pretty something br But you were just you br I should have seen it coming br br You stood right in front of me br I kept on trying and trying br To make you into something beautiful br Couldn’t see you were already dieing br br Scraping paint off the walls br You were all white underneath br Covered with colors from my eyes br A perfect painting of mine br br I was a stupid girl br Clung to your shirt so desperately br This isn’t you, this isn’t you br I didn’t want to face reality br br I was a stupid girl br Making up false stories br Between you and me br I dropped to my knees br br You’re just a pretty something br A fake boy I set beside myself br I should have seen it comingbr br Marijke McKinneybr br