There was a time in my life when I thought I would never lose a friend, but now it’s come to an end. As I walk up to you, I say, “Damn, why you? Why so soon? ” I never thought this would happen to someone that means so much! I look at you and I pray, why? But no answer! I said Jon, Jon? But no answer. I put my head down and I cry. I knew this was it; I knew it was going to end, right here right now. This was it! As I say good-bye, I look at you one last time. As I hold your hand, I say, “I Love you, DIRTY! ' That was the last time for everything! br br R.I.