I give up. br br I have nothing of value. br And no one to keep me company. br br I long for something, br anything, to give my life meaning. br But I push everything, br and everyone away, br without a second thought. br I don't even have myself. br br I've had millions of chances, br to have happiness, br but I turned my back upon them. br And I'm oblivious as to why. br How pathetic is that? br br I don't even understand myself, br and that's the worst part.