It is hard for me to be back to square one br I know that I am carrying this havy burden for a long time br It is hard for me to be back to square one br Because every time something happens to my life br I have to be back to square one br Starting over my life is hard br Planning my life is hard br And get back to my life the way it was br I don't know why I am so hard on myself? br I don't know why I keep punishing myself? br I think that is because I am so stubborn br That I keep doing it over and over again br Don't I get hurt with that? br Yes I do get hurt with that br I can't understand why I hurt myself so much br It is hard for me to go back to square one br So many bad things happened this month br That I am angry with myself br Why did I let this Happened? br That is because I didn't see it coming my way br Why didn't I see it coming my way? br I guess I couldn't see the warnings coming br I can say to myself that this time there was no warnings br How will my life be now? br It will get better? br It can't get any worst than it is br It only has to get better again br I am the one that have to work hard to make it better br I want to live my life to the fullest br And do the best I can br I am so ashamed of the things I've done br It thorns my heart to pieces br And it destroys my life completely br Jail is not a place for me br I don't want to see that place any more br I am working hard to stay out of there br I suffered so much this month br I hope that I don't have to suffer any more br I want a litte bit of peace br I want some hugs br I want someone that I can talk with br Back to square one br Back to square one br Back to square one br Back to square onebr br Aldo Kraasbr br