if i should die now without apologizing to the people i love br that i have hurt in my life br would my soul be free br if i should vanish into the face of the earth br without telling the people i love how much i love them br would they truelly believe with all their heart that i br loved them so much that i could not love them anymore br that i loved them beyond the existing love br would i spend my after life wishing br i could have loved a little more br ....a little longer maybe br would they spend their time left on this earth hating me br ....hating me beyond the grave br for not being bold enough br to tell them the little thingz that mean everything br to a living human being br would they spend their time regretting ever knowing me br ever having to cross paths with me br if i should die this moment br would i wonder at the love that could have been br ....if only i had found the courage to let that someone know br exactly how i feel br if i should be counted to those who are no longer br would i smile inside and say that mine was a life well lived br is it possible for me to have regretts when my time is up br would i rest in peace without... br ...wishing...hoping...thinking...praying i could have done more br did i give my love freely br ...willingly and happily to people who deserves it br if not, then im truelly sorry br i want to give all my love freely br but its so hard br maybe one day i will....