I cover my face, br and try to hide, br from recurring thoughts... br of suicide. br br Knife or firearm br should I dangle from rope, br or take up using dope, br will it come fast or slow, br if I lacerate will I flow? br br Do I embrace for the throttle, br or do I live inside of a bottle? br I would never kill myself, br for sympathy or invain; br but I would to kill the pain.