Im bored br I wont live like this br I hate him more than I know br He tries so hard and all he gets is my scorn br Hes better off without me br Hes living day to day for me and I don’t even exist br Im a floating particle in space br Waiting for gravity to pull me together like the forming of a star br Till I explode br br And we don’t even know how we got here br We’re fighting wars for land that we don’t even know the origin of br We were all formed by God br Big bang br Elephants on the back of a turtle br Trudging wearily through space br Before time-what is time anyway? br Before –what is before? br Why did it bang? br What banged? br How could it be big when size didn’t exist? br What is this ‘big’ compared to? br I want answers and they give me theories br They tell me I’m grown and to flee the nest br I can’t go anywhere till I know where I am now br And no one knows the answers br No one knows the answers br We’re all alone br All alone br In a million city br In a megalopolisbr br Amy Carmichaelbr br